Being raped or molested forces you to grow up fast. Some turn gay, some become promiscuous while others withdraw from having sex. Some are hard to love while others live in fear, some carry the weight of the world on their shoulders because they can't let go of what happened to them. I was raped at the age of 4 & later molested by the time I became a teen. The memory of being raped was supressed while the scars of being molested scarred me emotionally majority of my life. I became promiscuous & got involved with dope boys because of the environment I was raised in. By the age of 14 I was introduced to slanging dope. My promiscuous lifestyle didn't stop once I became married. I endulged in heavy drinking & smoking 3 packs of cigarettes a day to fill a void only God could fill. My story may not be your story but if you have been molested or raped I encourage you to forgive yourself it wasn't your fault. Allow God to heal you from the inside out.
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