Substitutions

Don’t Judge Me You Don’t My Story I was raped & molested too

Sis, I use to be just like you I substituted my pain with a whole lot of Ciroc & Hennessy. I felt I could heal myself & the alcohol I was drinking seemed to numb the pain. Many of us have used many substitutions & only to find out what we tried to use to induce the pain only made matters worse. My pain didn’t end until I stop drinking excessively & allowed God in my life. 

healingstartswithyou.org

Me laying up with another woman will not help erase the pain of me being raped or molested. My cousin & stepfather violated me, my mother rejected the truth I told her about her husband & I still say another woman who can show me attention or love sexually can not erase the pain.

Leviticus 20:13 KJV

#dontjudgemeyoudontknowmystory

#iwasrapedandmolestedtoo

#healingstartswithyou

Don’t Judge Me You Don’t Know My Story I was raped and molested too

Being raped or molested forces you to grow up fast. Some turn gay, some become promiscuous while others withdraw from having sex. Some are hard to love while others live in fear, some carry the weight of the world on their shoulders because they can't let go of what happened to them. I was raped at the age of 4 & later molested by the time I became a teen. The memory of being raped was supressed while the scars of being molested scarred me emotionally majority of my life. I became promiscuous & got involved with dope boys because of the environment I was raised in. By the age of 14 I was introduced to slanging dope. My promiscuous lifestyle didn't stop once I became married.  I endulged in heavy drinking & smoking 3 packs of cigarettes a day to fill a void only God could fill. My story may not be your story but if you have been molested or raped I encourage you to forgive yourself it wasn't your fault. Allow God to heal you from the inside out.